" Scrolling my Facebook... "
Currently I am messaging 3 people right now...
I haven't contacted with any of them for years. They are all doing good.
For some reasons, I teared.
My unable to let go my feelings yesterday during Eric's dad funeral was the cause I suspected.
Recalling Eric's story about his dad yesterday, makes me question about my dispute with my mom this morning.
In the car.
In the toilet.
In the cubicle.
The world is so big, but yet the circle is so small.
Someone's friend is my colleague.
My colleague is my friend's sister.
Yet we hold so much grudges about others everyday.
It's so easy to hate.
Hate my colleague passing by not saying "hi" this morning.
Hate my client never read my email rejecting my offer about a marketing project.
Hate my cubicle so close to aircond and I'm sneezing all time.
And the hate list go on.
And today I learn that I should appreciate.
I learned that long ago, but yet I should be reminded again and again, how grateful I am.
To be with you.
Writing this post.
I texted my mom trying to reconcile.
After all, we are all passbyers in each other life.
Some stays for a while, some stays longer while.
But everyone have to leave one day.
I need to cherish this.
Signing off,
Staying strong.
